Fingering your own anus for masturbation purposes
I'm a 19 year old male, who tried my best to quit masturbation by various techniques from keeping myself busy. However, I definitely intend to quit and the only way to do that quick as I researched is by getting married.
Moving on, my masturbation is different from other people's masturbation as I lay down and apply pressure using my right hand on my penis. I read about this and it's bad masturbate by pressure as it could be a problem in the future so I tried quitting. however I failed and decided to masturbate like a normal human being so I researched about this and found out many techniques to ejaculate while watching porn one of which is fingering your asshole. Unfortunately, at that very moment I tried it and felt a lot of guilt and I still do and I ask Allah for forgiveness I feel it's not under my control to quit even though I wish I could.
Long story short is masturbating by inserting one finger in your anus while the other your right is rubbing down your penis okay?
