Assalaamu 'alaikum.
I have a question, i have heard true readings, that i have a Spiritual boyfriend/husband, that is very jealous n it has ruin any relationship that i get into. Is this possible?
From my own experience i haven't had a boyfriend longer than a year, and every time i've found someone, and talked about marriage, the person at the end of the relationship abandons me without any reason that is good enough.
I experience that sometimes when i am bout to sleep, it feels like somebody is pressing me down so it gets very hard to get up, n i have in my dreams seen a manlike figure coming towards me with flame on his whole body saying "it is me" and then have a sexual intercourse with me in my dreams..
I am very stressed cos it feels like my life is being taken away from me, since am getting older, and very much mature for marriage. I don't know who to ask for advice..
I pray daily 5 times a day, and i recite Surat al Naas, Surat al Falaaq and Ayatul Kursi, when am ready for bed, but these things still happens sometimes (what am i doing wrong since these Surahs are meant to protect me?)
I have had my period for over 2weeks (1st time) this means that i can not pray, which is the only thing that gives me comfort..
Please Is there anything i can do, or Surahs i can recite to get this away?
Am very stressed about my situation..
From afraid sister